blood stained vibrator

2013-05-19 2 notes

Social media will always be bad for me as long as I’m going to constantly compare myself to others through it. All these beautiful, amazing people running around exuding confidence and strength. And even if they aren’t as confident as they look, fuck, at least they’re fooling everyone and looking damn good while doing it.

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There’s no place in real life or even on the internet where i feel entirely secure saying whatever i want about my emotional problems. Even in a notebook that no one else will ever see, I still don’t feel safe, I’m always assuming someone somewhere is somehow judging me. Maybe I’m judging myself. I’ll even start to say things here on tumblr and then delete them before i actually publish them, or if i DO publish them, just delete them soon after. There’s shit I won’t even tell my shrink, again because i’m so fearful of judgement. But maybe everyone’s like that; i’m not that special.